What I hope to accomplish...

I decided to try to start faithfully blogging. There's no guarantee that I'll stick with it, but in my heart, I hope I do. I've tried stuff like this before and never formed the habit.

I'm easily distracted, and totally unmotivated. Those two things are a recipe for disaster, lol. 

What I really need to do is write a book. But that means that I would need to find someone who would follow me around and ask me questions about my life because the things that randomly pop in my head are all out of order and all messed up. I doubt that's going to happen, so I guess this is the next best thing. I will write about my life, but my reasoning isn't to draw attention to myself. My reasoning is to stress the lessons that were learned because of the situations presented. 

Even though life has been hard, it's not something that I want to be a cry and whine type thing. It's about blazing your own path and pioneering through everything life hands you in spite of how unbelievably impossible it looks.

It's about being raised to believe in God, shunning that, and growing up in complete rebellion while intermittently trying to be a Christian here and there occasionally. I'm living proof that eventually it will take root. For me, it took over 60 years. I hope no one else drags it out that long, but there's a reason why we go through things. 

I think most of the things you'll read here are about the things that have happened and why I think they happened and what good they led to, instead of finding all the negativity. There will be some negativity, but it will always turn to the flip side of that coin.

I hope you stay with me/ follow me while I put it all out there in print.

Thank you for reading so far.

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